http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/ and that's not all... - LiveJournal.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 05:43:58 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com itsretractable 15005357 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/73111390/15005357 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/9106.html Fri, 18 Dec 2009 05:43:58 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/9106.html Have you ever had a sleepover with the last person you kissed?<br />yes :]<br /><br />What is the 31st message in your phone say and who is it from?<br />sam saffer: do it<br /><br />hahaha<br /><br />How are things between you and the person you like?<br />hmm i have no idea i dont understand boys.<br /><br />What would you do if you were stuck in a room with someone you hated?<br />UGH I AM SORT OF STUCK IN A ROOM WITH SOMEONE I HATE. well, not in my room. cause sarahs amazing. you get it.<br /><br />What were you doing at 4am last night?<br />sleeping.<br /><br />Who was the last person you talked to before you went to sleep last night?<br />sarah timmings&lt;3<br /><br />What time did you decide to get out of bed today?<br />well 7:45 am cause of a final :[<br /><br />Did you straighten your hair this morning?<br />more like in the afternoon.<br /><br />When was the last time you laughed really hard?<br />yesterday over bubb rub and lil sis since sarah never saw that video before.<br /><br />What do you hear right now?<br />DONOVAN.<br /><br />If you were breaking up with your girlfriend/boyfriend,what would you most likley say?<br />i dunno ask val from a month and half ago.<br /><br />Do you think there's such thing as "happily ever after"?<br />please?!<br /><br />Do you think that once people get married, they eventually fall "out of love"?<br />ugh not always?!?!?<br /><br />Ever had a near death experience?<br />im nearly dying over these finals<br /><br />Where’s your cell phone?<br />next to my laptop<br /><br />What is the last thing you thought about?<br />philosophy lol<br /><br />Do you regret anything?<br />yeah.<br /><br />If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell first?<br />the abortion clinic<br /><br />When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?<br />right this SECOND.<br /><br />Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?<br />um well revenge cures jealousy/envy dunnit?<br /><br />Would you curse in front of your parents?<br />i do all the time. im their child, they should expect it.<br /><br />Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?<br />yes :[<br /><br />Who can you tell everything to?<br />samantha a saffer<br /><br />Can you play guitar hero?<br />yeah.<br /><br />Is any part of your body sore?<br />omg i attemped to so fencing workouts yesterday and now my legs KILL. ive been limping.<br /><br />Missing someone right now?<br />yes.<br /><br />Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?<br />well i guess.<br /><br />When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?<br />tuesday morning :]<br /><br />Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?<br />OMGFMAFKJFKJ yuh<br /><br />What does your bestfriends call you?<br />i believe that is incorrect grammar. and they call me val.<br /><br />Do you trust people easily?<br />NOT ANYMORE. fuck yall.<br /><br />Is it cute when guys kiss your forehead?<br />favorite kiss there is, actually. i read it means they actually care about you when they do that. especially during/after sexual stuff. true fact.<br /><br />Do you think Taylor Lautner is hot?<br />whodat<br /><br />Or do you prefer Robert Pattinson?<br />oh the vampire shit. fucking shuddup.<br /><br />Do you think $50 is cheap for a pair of jeans?<br />yeah?!<br /><br />Christmas or your birthday?<br />birfday.<br /><br />Does your mom make good food?<br />sometimes<br /><br />Have you ever read The Outsider?<br />no.<br /><br />Where did you get the shirt your wearing?<br />american apparel yo.<br /><br />Do you want to start over with anyone?<br />absolutely. more than one person.<br /><br />Is there a night you would like to put on repeat?<br />omg i could think of a few &lt;3.<br /><br />Have any socks on your feet right now?<br />no and theyre cold.<br /><br />Do you use =) at all?<br />um its all about the :]<br /><br />What about :]?<br />YES@!<br /><br />Or :)?<br />on the phone<br /><br />Is your crush your friend too?<br />hmm im working on that lol<br /><br />Whats your favorite color in the world?<br />INTHEWORLD? guess im limited to earthtones huh...green.<br /><br />Why is your bestfriend your bestfriend?<br />we're the same person. its been confirmed. weve been asked if we were identical twins multiple times.<br /><br />Do you like drawing rainbows?<br />lmfao well ok sure? i dont remember the last time i did<br /><br />Are your parents cool?<br />yeah usually<br /><br />Are you one of those people that judges people without knowing them?<br />yes and i am ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS right on my first impressions. ALWAYS. ALWAYS ALWAYS.<br /><br />Do you have a little sister or brother?<br />nah<br /><br />Is panda express really good?<br />um omg yes. go GSU.<br /><br />Do you like reading your horoscope?<br />only when its accurate, uddawise fuck dat shit<br /><br />Who do you text the most?<br />sam saffuh<br /><br />Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?<br />if its rainy/bad hair<br /><br />How long does it take for you to take a shower?<br />10-20 min if i have to shave mah legs or smtg<br /><br />Have you ever stolen a sign from a street?<br />no wtf<br /><br />What was the last thing you were thinking about?<br />like i said, philosophy<br /><br />If you could change your MIDDLE name, what would it be?<br />i kinda like kate<br /><br />Is the moon out right now?<br />maybs<br /><br />Do you live on your own?<br />nah i got my sarah and 2 dumb hoes.<br /><br />What’s your relationship status?<br />SINGLEEEEEE<br /><br />Who was the last person to kiss you?<br />ahfjhahghdjghgjjulian<br /><br />When was the last time you held hands with someone?<br />tuesday morning?<br /><br />Do you have a crush/like someone right now?<br />yah<br /><br />Have you ever wished upon a star for a certain someone?<br />lmao aww maybs.<br /><br />What was the weirdest moment with you and your bf/gf?<br />oh god i dont feel like thinking of one<br /><br />Is love even real to you?<br />yeah<br /><br />Warm up near a fire or cuddle under the stars?<br />i like both<br /><br />If single… are you looking around?<br />im not looking, theyre finding me i guess<br /><br />If taken… are you happy?:<br />pssssh<br /><br />Do you like being around a large group of friends, or two best friends?<br />2 besties<br /><br />Ever thought about why grass is green?<br />its orange to ryan sullivan!<br /><br />Ever bit someone else’s tongue?<br />HAHAH i duno maybe?<br /><br />Do you like to sleep?<br />omg yah<br /><br />Is your bed comfortable ?<br />yes<br /><br />Who’s the last person that freaked you out?<br />omg everyone freaks me out<br /><br />Is pink the new black?<br />huhwut<br /><br />What thought made you cry last?<br />brian sharkey<br /><br />Do you know how to use bobbypins?<br />does anyone...not know?????<br /><br />Do you hate a friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend?<br />uhhhh nah<br /><br />What is your favorite movie?<br />eternal sunshine yo<br /><br />Last person to text you?<br />sammmmmmm.<br /><br />What does your hair look like at the moment?<br />GOOD which sucks cause im going to bed.<br /><br />What did you say last?<br />iuno prolly agreed to sarahs idea of jersey shore drinking game tomorrow<br /><br />Are you mad right now?<br />disappointed is more like it.<br /><br />What are you listening to?<br />the early november. jersey represent.<br /><br />Who is your favorite person?<br />sam saffer<br /><br />Do you love your dad?<br />yes!<br /><br />Do you have any pets?<br />two cats.<br /><br />What did you do today?<br />took a final, studied for a final, ate carbs cause i have SAD<br /><br />Do you have a printer?<br />yes<br /><br />Do you have a crush on anyone?<br />yes.<br /><br />Do you know anyone famous?<br />relatively!<br /><br />Dogs or cats?<br />cats. always cats.<br /><br />Do you prefer short or long hair on the opposite sex?<br />medium. gimme something to grab ;] lol<br /><br />Favorite color?<br />green?!<br /><br />Finish this sentence:<br />The last person I kissed is..<br />i answered this q mang.<br /><br />Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?<br />MOM<br /><br />Did you sleep alone last night?<br />i had my sarah timmings&lt;3 lol<br /><br />This time last year, can you remember who you liked?<br />yahbrian.<br /><br />Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?<br />UGH FUCK YES. fuck that, fuck you.<br /><br />Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?<br />nah<br /><br />The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?<br />none lmao<br /><br />Do you like when people play with your hair?<br />not too much cause it gets greasy. but ok, yeah a little. lol<br /><br />Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?<br />NOPE 7:45 again<br /><br />Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?<br />omg they bettter<br /><br />Best summer of your life?<br />prolly the one going into college<br /><br />Do you find piercings attractive?<br />my nose ring is sexy as eff.<br /><br />What were you doing last night at midnight?<br />studying fo psych<br /><br />Last December, what was your love life like?<br />i liked brian a lot.<br /><br />Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?<br />hmm no!<br /><br />Was last night terrible?<br />not that bad....<br /><br />Are you the type of person to make people laugh?<br />usually they laugh at me lol<br /><br />What's so special about what you're wearing?<br />its on my body its special<br /><br />If you had to choose one: strawberries or grapes?<br />i love both! :[.<br /><br />Did you reject or accept your last friend request?<br />prolly accepted it.<br /><br />Do you have a favorite number?<br />3,758,001<br /><br />Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?<br />hmm not really<br /><br />Who is your last received call from?<br />samantha saffer<br /><br />Are you missing someone?<br />yessss.<br /><br />How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?<br />my mom would shit on my face. my dad would be elated. yep.<br /><br />Name something you dislike about the day you're having:<br />studying and other boy-related things. in fact, 4 boy related things. fuck that amirite ladies?!<br /><br />Who was the last person you stayed up on the phone 'til 2 AM?<br />like no one idunno prolly brian in the summer<br /><br />Do you have any weird inside jokes?<br />acourse!<br /><br />Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?<br />yea<br /><br />Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?<br />ugh like 100 people<br /><br />Do you have alcohol in your house?<br />yeah<br /><br />Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?<br />yessssssss<br /><br />Are you a morning or night person?<br />nighttt.<br /><br />Have you cried today at all?<br />no<br /><br />Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?<br />nahhh<br /><br />Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?<br />i hope i hope<br /><br />Have you held hands with anyone this week?<br />yes.<br /><br />It's 4 in the morning. Your phone rings, who is it?<br />da po po<br /><br />Are you talking to someone while doing this?<br />yesss<br /><br />How many cousins do you have?<br />a lot<br /><br />B&W photos or colored?<br />depends<br /><br />Are you happy with your life?<br />not completely...<br /><br />Do you think there is a difference between fucking and making love?<br />well yeah lol<br /><br />Has a guy/girl ever called you babe/baby?<br />yesss<br /><br />Does anybody currently call you babe/baby?<br />lmao possibly<br /><br />Are you excited about anything?<br />being done wif school<br /><br />Last time you were called cute?<br />tuesday morning tuesday morning tuesday morning<br /><br />Do you miss the way things used to be?<br />eh no<br /><br />Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?<br />nahh<br /><br />Are you texting the last person you kissed?<br />not currently this second<br /><br />Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?<br />yah!.<br /><br />How did you meet the last person who texted you?<br />JYEP BABY. and technically lyncrest elementary school &lt;3<br /><br />Are any of your friends virgins?<br />yeah.<br /><br />Any siblings?<br />nopeee.<br /><br />Last time you smiled because you got a text?<br />today but it was short lived lol.<br /><br />Who is the last male you hugged?<br />hmm i forgot<br /><br />Do you think you'll ever get married?<br />eventually.<br /><br />Is it possible to be single and happy?<br />yeah, duh<br /><br />Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?<br />yepp.<br /><br />Are you jealous of someone right now?<br />uh nah not really<br /><br />Plans for tomorrow?<br />take final, get lunch, go shopping, jager bomb (dasajoke)<br /><br />Do you prefer relationships or friends with benefits?<br />depends on who with<br /><br />Has anyone gotten on your nerves today?<br />yes<br /><br />Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?<br />hopefully it involves film<br /><br />If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?<br />nah<br /><br />Will you be in a relationship next month?<br />haha who knowwwws<br /><br />Who did you text last before you fell asleep last night?<br />uhm i dont remember<br /><br />Do you miss you ex?<br />only in terms of having his friendship :[<br /><br />Does anyone know every little detail about you?<br />sam<br /><br />What exactly are you wearing now?<br />jeans and cutoff hoodie<br /><br />Who is the last person you held hands with?<br />jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj<br /><br />Do you like babe or baby more?<br />iuno<br /><br />Have you ever liked someone older then you?<br />yes but not by much<br /><br />Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?<br />yes.<br /><br />New phone or new computer?<br />hmm new computer but like...another one not a replacement<br /><br />Do you like your name?<br />ehh its iight.<br /><br />Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?<br />yes :[ im a fool<br /><br />Do you have a best friend?<br />yeahhh<br /><br />What grade is the last person you texted in?<br />soph in college<br /><br />Who are you gonna be with Saturday night or day?<br />MY MOMMYYYYY AND CATS<br /><br />Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?<br />lol when i was little that was the go-to reaction.<br /><br />Does your phone usually go off in the middle of the night?<br />no<br /><br />Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?<br />sam, sarah, my mommy<br /><br />Have you ever talked to a cop drunk?<br />nah<br /><br />What's your favorite tv show?<br />arrested development.<br /><br />Do you have siblings over the age of 21?<br />nah<br /><br />Do you have a good relationship with your mother?<br />yesss<br /><br />Your best friend has sex with your ex, what happens?<br />lmfao which one? i'd lol cause sam would never<br /><br />Does anyone know your password besides you?<br />yeah and thus me going and changing it since he fucking snoops onme now<br /><br />Last person who took your pants off?<br />myself<br /><br />What if you married the last person you kissed?<br />aww thats adorable i dunno what if i did?! huh? HUH?<br /><br />Whats your last text say?<br />"im not really sure where it is so we could meet up before hand"<br /><br />Who do you want to cuddle right now?<br />aw i can think of a few people<br /><br />Is the last person you kissed going to be the next person you kiss?<br />hmm maybe i dunno<br /><br />How would you look with black hair?<br />asian http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/9106.html CAKE CAKE bored public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8850.html Fri, 18 Dec 2009 01:38:04 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8850.html 2009: All about YOU <br /><br />Did you change at all this year?: yezzz <br />Did you dye your hair?: no actually for once<br />Did you get your hair cut?: yeppp<br />Did you change your style?: lawl, nah?<br />Were you in school?: yes. <br />Did you get good grades?: haha we'll see....<br />Did you have a job?: yes <br />Did you drive?: yesss <br />Did anyone close to you give birth? nah<br />Did you move at all?: jus btw FAIR LAWN and boston<br />Did you go on any vacations?: seattle!<br />Did you leave the country at all?: naw <br /><br /><br />2009: Your Love Life <br /><br />Did you break up with anyone?: yup <br />Did you meet anyone special?: yeah!<br /><br /><br />2009: Friends and Enemies <br /><br />Did you meet any new friends this year?: yesssss. <br />Did any of your friendships end?: yes. <br />Did you dislike anyone?: YESS. <br />Did you make any new enemies?: yes! <br />Who were your closest friends?: sam duh and karen and sarah<br />Did you grow apart from anyone?: a little. <br />Did you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: yeah. <br /><br /><br /><br />What are you thinking about? <br />philosophy final tomorrah<br /><br />Does your ex hate you? <br />a lil bit <br /><br />Would you get married if you could right now? <br />to who?<br /><br />How did you feel when you woke up today? <br />pissed that i had to take a finale!<br /><br />Your crush shows up at your door what do you say? <br />hey sup!<br /><br />Are you good at hiding your feelings? <br />not at all apparently <br /><br />Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart? <br />well i guess ive done so in da past<br /><br />If you could change your eye color would you? <br />maybe but like not wit doz ghetto lenses<br /><br />Who did you last get into a big argument with? <br />brian &gt;:[<br /><br />Have you ever had a big fight with a best friend? <br />haha never <br /><br />Do you like to have long hair or short hair? <br />i like the length now...its pretty long<br /><br />Are you over the age of 25? <br />no <br /><br />How do you currently make your money? <br />WEST CAMPUS DINING HALL/ CONCESSIONZ<br /><br />Do you want to get married & have children one day? <br />one day<br /><br />Which of your friends do you argue with the most? <br />um i dont keep people around that argue with me?<br /><br />Have you kissed anyone in the last 4 hours? <br />no :[ way to make me feel bad lol<br /><br />How many texts are in your inbox? <br />im not counting lol<br /><br />Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you? <br />yes<br /><br />Who was your last text message from? <br />sam!<br /><br />When was the last time you cried really, really hard? <br />brian fucking asshole sharkey &gt;:[ <br /><br />Who took your profile picture? <br />on facebook lol? sarah!<br /><br />Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? <br />smile over a lie until the truth comes out eventually like it always does <br /><br />What’s on your bedroom floor right now? <br />books, bags, rug, shoe, dirt, fuzz<br /><br />Do you trust people too easily? <br />not anymore :/<br /><br />Have you ever cut class? <br />yeah<br /><br />Have you ever liked someone A LOT older than you? <br />NAH YO IM NOT A DIRTY SLUT &lt;3<br /><br />If you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the baby' s last name be? <br />lmfao like something spanish prob<br /><br />How many people are you texting? <br />just sam!<br /><br />Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? <br />i wish<br /><br />What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? <br />lemonade!<br /><br />This year have you ever been heartbroken? <br />CHYEAH http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8850.html DNTEL- this is the dream of evan and chan DNTEL- this is the dream of evan and chan anxious public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8691.html Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:36:31 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8691.html indicated in a post about 4 down from here is that i have incredible roommates.<br />lets clarify that said clause only refers to ROOMMATE as of recent, sarah mofuckinincredible timmings. http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8691.html public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8298.html Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:35:00 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8298.html my life is somewhat ridiculous right now.<br />finals are approaching...baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. <br />im trying to balance happy with reasonable.<br />:] http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8298.html r kelly r kelly hopeful public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8136.html Thu, 03 Dec 2009 20:47:47 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8136.html or actually just one class in particular. meh.<br /><br />i wish it was tomorrow night right now. http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/8136.html anxious public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7809.html Sat, 28 Nov 2009 15:56:48 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7809.html last night was a lot of fun.<br /><br /><br />but in other news...<br /><br />the same way i wish i could go back in time and talk to val from the past, explain to her certain things, let her in on a few secrets so she wouldnt be so damn distraught, i wish future val could make an appearance right now because I have a lot of questions for her. http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7809.html no more gas- dj earworm tired public 2 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7554.html Fri, 27 Nov 2009 02:12:49 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7554.html <lj-embed id="1" /> http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7554.html passion pit- the reeling passion pit- the reeling blah public 1 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7242.html Fri, 27 Nov 2009 02:07:29 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7242.html its ridiculous reading things from my past on here. RIDICULOUS. i love getting older but I don't want it to happen as quickly as it has been. I cannot believe this semester is almost over. It just doesn't add up... what have I been doing for the past 3 1/2 months?!? <br /><br />I've made a ton of new friends though and I love them. I've also lost some friends. Well actually just one. But of course I can't elaborate on here because the world reads it and perhaps they might too and I just couldn't take it.<br /><br />I'm afraid of permanence. That's why I can't get a tattoo (which I really want) but also because my mom would wring my neck. But really the permanence thing can apply to anything and everything. I FEED off of change. I need it. It's hard and heartbreaking and horrible. And I feed off it. I am a zombie that eats change.<br /><br />I've also become impulsive recently. I also don't know how to handle attention. <br /><br />My hair is getting too long. But I have a haircut appt on Saturday.<br /><br />My kitten is now 4x as big as I left him and I'm sad I missed his kitten-y stage.<br /><br />I want an apartment in south.<br /><br />I LOVE MY ROOMMATES. it's the best miracle that could have occurred. especially after last year's roommate fail.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/itsretractable/pic/0000e8f6/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/itsretractable/pic/0000e8f6/s320x240" width="320" height="213" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />they are incredible.<br /><br />halloween was a total flop though this year.<br /><br />i don't think Brian and I are done for good. I think the break we are taking will make us stronger. Especially since my whole permanence thing is percolating. I can't ruin something that good because I'm nutso.<br /><br />I need more clothes.<br />I need things to be OK, because it's always OK in the end. <br />Not that I want the end to come any time soon.<br />Bye. http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/7242.html yellow- coldplay pensive public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6983.html Fri, 27 Nov 2009 01:53:21 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6983.html my last post from nearly a year ago stated that not meeting daniel radcliffe was the most disappointing thing in my life. what a simpleton i was! because i knew nothing of true disappointment until 2 weeks ago.<br /><br />i can't tell if I'm happy or sad anymore so instead i just find comfort in my friends that i know will never desert me or fool me or shit on my face (literally and figuratively of course). <br /><br />it's thanksgiving and I'm thankful that I haven't literally gone insane. or perhaps I have. and in that case I'm thankful I haven't noticed.<br type="_moz" /> http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6983.html cynical public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6742.html Tue, 06 Jan 2009 01:11:41 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6742.html &nbsp;the most disappointing experience ive ever had was when katie and i went to fuse in nyc to meet daniel radcliffe. and he wasnt. there.<br /><br /><br />to this day, ive never felt more disappointed.<br /><br />thats fucked up.<br /><br />im pretty fucked up!<br /><br /><br />hahahaa<br /><br />oh well http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6742.html amused public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6522.html Tue, 06 Jan 2009 01:07:50 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6522.html &nbsp;drunk is the new high.<br /><br />new jersey is boring me.<br /><br />i want to go back to boston.<br /><br />i miss my bfwbs<br /><br />anddd<br /><br />ben gibbard is still engaged :[<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />someone lend a hand? i need some smiles :]<br /><br /><br /><br />heyy http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6522.html dcfc dcfc awake public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6245.html Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:57:13 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6245.html &nbsp;LOL wow.&nbsp;<br />wooow<br />wooooooow<br />wow.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />hey guys lol<br /><br /><br />;]<br /><br /><br />;]<br /><br /><br /><br />yeah, you know, you know ;]<br />you know I know<br />;]<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />;]<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />yes, i do<br /><br /><br />;]<br /><br />and yes, yes, yes, the answer would be what you are thinking, yep.<br /><br />:D<br />:D<br /><br />its ok, i dont mind<br /><br /><br /><br />:D http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6245.html mgmt mgmt creeped public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6133.html Tue, 18 Nov 2008 05:23:56 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6133.html idc if me and justin broke up, the icon for this post is hella hella adorable.<br />anyway, what I'm really tryina say is<br /><br />why am i the only person from fair lawn that DOES&nbsp;NOT&nbsp;MISS&nbsp;IT&nbsp;AT&nbsp;ALLLLLL.<br />i dont want to go home?<br />i dont miss anyone?<br />im cynical?<br />i love change once i get used to it?<br />??<br /><br /><br />guess i grew up, no one else did?<br /><br />??<br /><br /><br />flhs 08 kids still add me on facebook.........<br /><br />if i wasn't your friend then, why would i be now?!<br /><br /><br />i've also got a major crush<br />on a kid<br />here<br />..<br />thats in other news, btw.<br /><br />nothing will probably materialize with that......<br />cause ima poossay with trying to flirt when its a one way thang.<br /><br /><br /><br />ok its late and im not making sense hah<br /><br /><br /><br />peace&lt;3<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ps. coolio performed the kenan and kel theme song here<br />my school is 385782375837683769xs better than your school http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/6133.html coolio coolio tired public 0 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http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/5532.html Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:21:33 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/5532.html &nbsp;its fucking freezing.<br />and its only october 23.<br />wtf am i going to do in the dead of winter?!?!?!<br />ahh.<br /><br />bissssssssssssh<br />blah.<br /><br /><br />boston&lt;3 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/5532.html goldfrapp goldfrapp exhausted public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4741.html Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:58:19 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4741.html of being a kid.<br /><br />in less than&nbsp;seven minutes ill have to start taking responsibility for my actions<br /><br />bright side:&nbsp;<br /><br />full license<br /><br />i can vote<br /><br />i can buy lottery tickets<br /><br />i can star in a porno<br /><br />....<br /><br /><br />of course getting older is exciting, but jeez when&nbsp;i look&nbsp;at it this way its depressing&nbsp;<br /><br />6&nbsp;minutes...<br /><br />being a kid is amazing! youre carefree, no problems with money, boys, your future, your friends...you dont care what you look like when youre around others.<br /><br />you're not yet afraid to be yourself, you've got no one to impress.<br /><br />4 minutes....<br /><br />now im going to live on my own in a city far from mommy and way farther from daddy...<br /><br />3 minutes.<br /><br />This is actually the close of chapter one of my life. starting almost 18 years ago to this date.<br /><br />2 precious minutes.<br /><br />120 seconds of innocence left, not that ive been to innocent these few years.<br /><br />highschools OVER, time to man up.. real life and even bigger problems are lying right around the corner..<br /><br />1 last minute.<br /><br />what can i say?<br />farewell.<br /><br />thats about all i can think of.<br /><br />my last thoughts as a child?<br /><br />here we go, self. goodbye youth.<br /><br />happy birthday to me.<br /><br />12:00!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />:[<br /><br /><br /><br />peace. http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4741.html disappointed public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4599.html Thu, 24 Apr 2008 14:07:29 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4599.html this spring break is ok,<br />highly unproductive.<br /><br />im seeing my dad today though!<br /><br />aaaand nothing else exciting is happening this week :]<br />cool.<br /><br />&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4599.html complacent public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4251.html Sun, 20 Apr 2008 21:22:04 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4251.html i can't stop listening to the sweeney todd soundtrack!<br /><br />its actually spring break, i can't believe i made it this far.<br />its almost may!<br />which means almost june!<br />WHICH MEANS NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!<br />ahh im so pumped, dear god.<br /><br />i need to buy craft materials badly<br />for both my senior scapbook aaaaand graduation party invites :]<br /><br />and i need an external flash so badly its rediculous.<br />in fact, im going to get on that now<br />and find one online.<br /><br />ta.&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4251.html sweeney todd sweeney todd dorky public 2 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4078.html Tue, 15 Apr 2008 22:17:00 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4078.html ive made a webcomic page for my balloon drawings :]<br /><br />ADD IT!!!!!!!<br /><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_iamballoon' lj:user='iamballoon' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://iamballoon.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://iamballoon.livejournal.com/'><b>iamballoon</b></a></span>&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/4078.html WINE RED WINE RED bouncy public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3659.html Tue, 15 Apr 2008 20:29:22 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3659.html was hella funky<br /><br /><br />pictures from prom and other to come!&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3659.html pokemon! pokemon! creative public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3388.html Thu, 10 Apr 2008 03:23:33 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3388.html is going to be AMAZINGGGGG<br /><br /><br />helllooooo prom<br />helllooooo seaside<br />hellooooooooooooooo &nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3388.html busy public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3283.html Sat, 05 Apr 2008 13:40:43 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3283.html i can't wait for change!<br />i've been an&nbsp;obnoxious BITCH this past week, to everyone that even slightly pissed me off.<br />I told off about 6 people<br />and snapped at&nbsp;god knows how many more.<br />i'm sick of being the fucking quiet girl that gets walked on<br />ain't happening anymore.<br />especially not by fucking teachers.<br />i.e mr knudson<br />whatever though!<br />i get to tell them ALL how i really feel the night of june 23rd!<br />and then its off to boston!<br />away from this shitty place with its shitty people&nbsp;<br />that shit.<br /><br />:]&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/3283.html good shoes- wrong and right good shoes- wrong and right bouncy public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2869.html Thu, 03 Apr 2008 01:29:28 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2869.html is talking business.<br /><br />im going to boston this weekend.<br /><br />(and i love justin so much cause hes gonna be rich...-justin)<br /><br />niggas be hatin on me<br /><br /><br />and i need a new keyboard&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2869.html hidden in plain view- twenty below hidden in plain view- twenty below flirty public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2700.html Tue, 01 Apr 2008 03:19:22 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2700.html some creep gave me his number....<br />eww<br /><br /><br />and<br /><br />a big black guy wearing all black with sunglasses and black duffle bag with a concealed weapon (we found&nbsp;out it was a baseball bat) walked around our store staring at people...then stood outside our store waiting for us...<br /><br /><br />um<br /><br /><br /><br />ahhh?&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2700.html complacent public 0 http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2471.html Mon, 31 Mar 2008 20:18:48 GMT http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2471.html <p align="center"><img alt="" src="http://i5.ebayimg.com/08/c/000/77/41/92c5_7.JPG" /><br />my new addiction.</p>&nbsp; http://itsretractable.livejournal.com/2471.html portable procrastinator muse muse indifferent public 0